What does penis envy look like? A feminist usually. The career driven, materialistic woman, devoid of feminine surrender to masculine dominance attempts to fulfill herself and the void within her with material objects. She envies the man and the masculine attributes of accomplishment, success, and work. Quite accurately, a woman has a void, a vagina, which is penetrated and filled with a penis. The man imbues her with his essence and if he is dominant enough, she engulfs herself in his being, taking on many of his aspects and personality traits.
A woman doesn't love football. But she meets a man and falls in love. She begins to take on his interests, be filled with who he is, and adopts an interest in football. She does this is in her own way of course. For a woman, football is about social time. The game is nearly irrelevant. She roots for her man's team and not the home team. She is given direction by him.
The feminine is organic, non-linear. It twists and turns. Quite accurately, we refer to mother nature because nature best represents the feminine. In nature there are no right angles, there are only curves and swirls. There are leaves and stones. A woman is an empty vessel, she is water and assumes the form of man nearest her.
But what happens when a woman is abandoned? Some argue that a woman's greatest fears is that of abandonment. But there are few times she is abandoned. In modernity, with the absence of the dominant masculine to fill her, she finds her fulfillment in two places. One is through object insertion. Through wanton materialism, she seeks to take into herself and her psyche, the objects surrounding her. The things she buys grants her a temporary reprieve from her fear of abandonment. What is abandonment? It can only be described as a sea without the bedrock underneath it, an unholy existence. And all fears are derived of the fear of death.
The second way she is filled is through the state. The dominant social paradigm foisted on her is the closest thing to a masculine embrace that many often know. She looks with envy and lust to the trappings of power. She seeks to consume that power and control it by proxy. She consumes through her orifice and greedily engulfs her dominant ideology. Through the proxy of sex, the female may gain power over others while relieving herself of the consequences of that power. She need not hold overt power, instead wisely consuming the phallus from her nest.
It is by nature of irrevocable balance that as her overt power is established she loses the covert nature and instead is inundated with the trappings of consequence and responsibility. She is held accountable. Not only that but as she assumes the masculine she can no longer rely on the feminine within herself to provide consolation. Any man she attaches too will be less than likely to support her emotionally. Even if she requests it and the man agrees and heaps praise and commendation on her, she recoils from him as something inhuman, an aberration, since she is guided by her spirit. She has rejected the feminine within herself and out of an unconscious wisdom she concisely rejects that spirit within any other she finds and in particular within a man. To maintain this frame of masculinity within woman she must be inundated with constant propaganda which condemns the feminine and praises the masculine in her since without this she will revert back to nature.
By feminizing man he is instilled with a lack of his own essence. By condemning the masculine within man he suffers nearly the same fate as penis envy. That useless phallus, which he neither penetrates with, nor understands is used only in the symbolic consumption of rudimentary sex through masturbation. Because he has been feminized, he lacks a definable, stable source to draw his strength from. Instead he seeks out the same desires as the woman, wishing object insertion to placate his new-found instability. The feminized man is neither bedrock nor water. He is the abhorrent mix of the two. He is clay, easily shaped, easily controlled, seeking after the material for reasons unknown to him since he has become an unconscious vessel of the feminine.
However, once enough water mixes with clay both sexes of the species become little more than mud, useless to anyone, devoid of spirit, devoid of sexuality and this new species is largely androgynous and asexual, kept in check only through the constant authority of violence and the constant pursuit of objects. For what reason they know not.
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